It costs too much to avoid investing in your healing. A look at the real costs.
The Cost of Not Getting Help
April 3rd, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshYour Feelings Are Valid
March 27th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshYour feelings are a real and valid gauge that tells you what’s going on in your system. You can rely on them to give you honest feedback about your internal systems and responses to external stimuli.
The Beauty of Ugly Crying
March 26th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshMy grief was one of the last parts of me to be rediscovered and set free, and while these feelings are not “pleasant,” I find them so deeply touching, healthy, and life giving.
Your Trauma is More Exhausting than You Know
March 25th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshSometimes before we can fly and belt out our songs, we have to find deep stillness, a moment to come to rest, a space to really unburden ourselves, and then discover what can occupy the spaciousness within us when we are not filled up with trauma, stress, and anxiety.
The Non-Prophet Nonprofit
March 19th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshA few years ago, a friend messaged me on Facebook asking me if I felt any special connection with Joseph Smith (the first prophet of the Mormon church). I replied “Well, other than the fact that I was born and raised Mormon, no not really. Why?!”
Spending time with yourself: Love it or Hate it?
March 18th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshDo you love your time with yourself, or endure it?
Facing my white privilege
March 17th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshI went into deep prayer and meditation to ask how to come to terms with the position I was in. This is what came:
The Perfect Cage
March 15th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshThe Illusion of Perfection As a kid, I was seen as gifted and put into several programs to nurture my…
We’re not for everyone . . .
March 14th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshNowadays, you can throw a rock and hit a psychedelic-assisted therapist, trip sitter, or some other person serving medicine as a healing modality. We’ve heard that all of the preparation requirement is a lot and has deterred some people from attending our ceremonies. GREAT! This medicine, excuse my language, is a big fucking deal, and we treat it that way.
Cult Victim or Cult Leader?
March 12th, 2024 by Amanda Elo'EshWe are lacking that sense of belonging. It is a basic human need, and it is also one of the deepest, most painful, and most prolific human wounds.